I've been thinking long and hard and have come to the conclusion that, despite my busy schedule and constant need to procrastinate, I need some place where I can be free of any inhibitions and just write whatever comes to mind. I don't like doing this on Tumblr, because I feel that Tumblr looks better filled with pictures and not text, and my LiveJournal is dedicated to my actual writing writing (not that there's anything there at the moment, but that's beside the point). I'm not looking for feedback or sympathy here - this is just a place to vent and ooze feelings out of my every pore without having people judge (publicly judge at least, since I suppose I can't prevent people from judging in their minds). I might not seem like the most feeling-induced person in the world because of my rather one-faced demeanour (whatever that means) but they're there; I just don't reflect on them enough and I highly regret not having done so earlier. After a month of ENGL222 classes, I realize that my life probably isn't as dull as I always thought it was, and that I just wasn't paying enough attention to my surroundings and reflect. Reflection is the key here, and I'm hoping that it will help me to open the lock on my heart that never seemed to be fully unlocked before. Paragraphs are also a thing that I don't do very well and will probably need to work on while I sort through my jumbled thoughts. But one thing at a time.